So, this is it. It's what I've been wanting for so long. The big S.
I'm Single again.
I pictured it to be so very different, even though I have tried it before, once upon a time. Too long ago to remember, obviously. I was very much looking forward to the joy of getting up in the morning - by myself, putting on whatever I like, and go wherever I like, without anyone taking notes of me coming and going.
I admit it, being free is amazing. It's all good. But I seem to have forgotten what it's like to function alone. I have these funny reflexes, these urges, to look for somebody to keep me warm at night. It's like a frekkin addiction. I want to be single. I want to like it. And in a way, or even in many ways, I do. I just have to loose this addiction. And then, maybe someone will come along.Someone good.
